Colour Me Brown, Because I'm Actually Brown..

'I'd Rather Be Hated For Who I Am, Than Loved For Who I Am Not.'

Probably one of my favorite quotes of all time..

It's one that I [attempt] to live by everyday..

Final Thought:

Live your life, cause it's no-one else's.. Duhh..

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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Something You Might Like To See..

This is something that was originally posted on http://1000awesomethings.com/ and I wanted to share it..

As soon as I read this it automatically made me happy..

601 Getting through it

That was a tough one.

Come on in and stop for a second to shake your head, dust yourself off, and look back at how far you’ve come.

Sure, it’s been a long year. Some crushing lows slapped you and smacked you around. There were times your heart dipped and you squinted back tears while your stomach squeezed so tightly you couldn’t sleep. There were moments you walked around in a glossy-eyeball daze — when loved ones hurt, friends didn’t stay, or someone dear to your heart slowly drifted away.

Sleepless nights, stressful nights, with teething babies, slurring customers, bad bosses, bickering boyfriends, or blank computer screens. You were feeling and you were dealing and you were reeling and you were healing.

But as you walked your hard path down your long and bumpy road some little drops of confidence dripped like coffee into your head and into your heart. As you stumbled and got back up a quiet inner strength slowly seeped into your bones. And as you climbed over obstacles set in your way some relaxed satisfaction and growing self-awareness glimmered like bright lights at the bottom of your stomach.

Yes, this year changed you and grew you in so many ways you don’t even feel or notice yet. As you struggled you empathized, as you slipped you understood, as you worked you earned…

… as you looked you learned

… … as you dared you grew

… … … and as you jumped you flew.

Your dreams are still focusing and your passion is growing. Your energy is still bubbling and your story keeps going.

You’ve been through so much and gaineda year’s supply of experience along the way. You’re stronger than you were last year and stronger than you realize. Sure, there were times you bent, but you definitely didn’t break. There were times you caved, but you definitely didn’t flake.

Listen up: you got bigger, you got better, and you got the scars to prove it.

So stop for a second today to smile and look back at everything you’ve done this year… everything you’ve seen… everywhere you’ve been…

You’ve taken more illegal naps and had more blurry-eyed late nights.

You’ve danced to more wedding songs and smiled at more beautiful sights.

You’ve seen more scorching sunsets and heard more head-bopping songs.

You’ve tripped a few times, but baby, you kept rolling right along.

Yes, you’ve hugged more old friends and kissed some brand new pretty faces.

You’ve cheered more on the sidelines and visited some brand new pretty places.

You tasted more meals, you got more deals, and you’ve sniffed more flower blossoms.

And you made it all the way through this year because you’re so completely

AWESOME!

To see the original post click here..

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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...In The Pursuit Of Happiness.

Today, I didn't do much.. I showered..

And I went to the library.. Did some work..

Nothing overly major... Or so I thought..

Today I did nothing overly major, except for have a revelation..

What was this revelation, I hear you ask..

Well I'll tell you what this revelation was.. Here it goes..

'Work Hard And You Will Succeed..'

There.. Yep, that's it.. Easy, right? Right!

So now, keeping this in mind, I was thinking about all of the things that bring me down..

All of the things in my life that are getting a little on top of me at the moment..

Every little thought that's run through my head and made me sad.. [ :( ]

And I thought, to be completely honest with you, I thought:

"Fuck It! What's the point in being sad about things.. Things that are only going to make me unhappy to think about? Why not think positively? Why not do something about them? Why not just change them? [Or at least change my view on them..]"

And so that's what I'm doing.. I'm changing my view on all the bad things that are happening at the moment..

And, although I've only been doing it for a few hours, I'm feeling happier already..

Positive Lifestyle Here I Come..!

PEACE..

JustSomeGirl..

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Revelation..

People who like being busy and thrive on having lots to do..

Are people who like to complain.. A lot.. And have good reason to..

I should know, I am one..

The Tango..

Why is it that the people I want to leave me alone, are always popping up..?

And yet, the people I desperately want to be with, never pay any attention..?

This is a phenomenon that I just don't understand..

I am throughly confused..

And I'd like to point out, that this is not a cry for attention..

Not a 'look at me I am so loved' thing..

This is a 'why is this situation so wrong..?' Sort of thing..

This is starting to be come an obsession..

This need to be noticed and want to be ignored at the same time..

You may be wondering why I titled this blog 'The Tango..' Well I'll tell you why..

There is a song by Shakira called 'Objection- Tango'..

And not only the song but also the dance in the beginning, they both basically put how I'm feeling at the moment to music..

Just needed to get that off my chest.. *Phew*

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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Friends With Benefits..

We all know what this means.. If not click here..

I Am Not A Friend With Benefits..

Got that..? Good.

I don't really like this idea.. Unless I'm on the good end of it..

And that means being the one who doesn't have feelings for the other person..

But I'm rarely on that end, as I am me, and being me I always get attached..

Final Thought:

I fear that I'm his friend with benefits.. Am I..?

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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Okay.. So It's No Longer '09..

We're now heading into 2010.. Or 'Twenty-Ten' as the cool kids are calling it..

New years resolutions..? Don't have any..

Why..? Because instead of changing myself on the first day of a new year.. [Just to probably end up not keeping the changes I've made..]

I decided, a few months ago, what I wanna change..

And no I'm not telling you.. Sorry dudes..

That is all for my first 2010 rambling..

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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