The Tango..

Why is it that the people I want to leave me alone, are always popping up..?

And yet, the people I desperately want to be with, never pay any attention..?

This is a phenomenon that I just don't understand..

I am throughly confused..

And I'd like to point out, that this is not a cry for attention..

Not a 'look at me I am so loved' thing..

This is a 'why is this situation so wrong..?' Sort of thing..

This is starting to be come an obsession..

This need to be noticed and want to be ignored at the same time..

You may be wondering why I titled this blog 'The Tango..' Well I'll tell you why..

There is a song by Shakira called 'Objection- Tango'..

And not only the song but also the dance in the beginning, they both basically put how I'm feeling at the moment to music..

Just needed to get that off my chest.. *Phew*

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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Friends With Benefits..

We all know what this means.. If not click here..

I Am Not A Friend With Benefits..

Got that..? Good.

I don't really like this idea.. Unless I'm on the good end of it..

And that means being the one who doesn't have feelings for the other person..

But I'm rarely on that end, as I am me, and being me I always get attached..

Final Thought:

I fear that I'm his friend with benefits.. Am I..?

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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Leave Me Alone.. I'm Lonely..

ALONE..! ... I'm lonely..

There are few people in my life that I couldn't imagine living without..

Some of them know who they are, others don't..

[And the ones who don't I probably don't plan on telling them anytime soon..]

The thing is that this set list of people can change at any moment..

[Therefore it's not really set at all, is it?]

Someone who [this time last year] I couldn't even think of being without, is now on my list of 'Thank Gosh You're Gone, Don't Come Back To Soon'..

But to be fair me having this change of heart was actually based on a change of circumstance and me having a sudden realisation..

That realisation you ask? Well it's simple, really..

I realised that this other person needed me a whole lot more than I needed them..

Now don't get me wrong, I've stayed by them through thick and thin..

But when you have a realisation like this, you don't feel tied to the relationship.. [You're not tied down..]

You don't feel like you need to be there, you're there through choice and use of your own will..

When you have a realisation like this, everything becomes more real..

I wonder.. Are there people who you couldn't live without or maybe wished you lived without..?

It's a weird thing that I have going with me.. Sometimes I love to be surrounded by everyone and anyone..

Others I just wanna sit with the people who I can just sit and relax with..

But then again, that's not my choice, is it?

Need.

I wonder, is it a need that I have? And need to have people around me..

A need to be secluded from all other life forms..

A need to have things changing all the time..

A need to constantly be entertain or doing something..

Because I don't feel needy.

I mean I'd be fine all by myself, wouldn't I?

Final Thought[s]:

What does it take for you to tell someone that you need them..?

And do you really need them at all, or is it a work of the brain..?

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

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All A Girl Needs..

Is a bag of Magic Stars and a good cry..

[That's what I think..]

I've got the Magic Stars.. Now I'm waiting for the cry..

I don't think that I could feel anymore down..

As a matter of fact if I was anymore down..

I'd be underground..

*Ba Dum Dum Chhhhh!*

And I don't think people could let me down anymore than they already do..

Now I'm not talking about everyone I know..

But a few.. A few key people just can't help but let me down..

But at least they do it in their own special way..

So as I don't get used to it, or even figure out what they're doing before it's too late..

Kudos for them for continuously pulling a wall over my eyes..

Final Thought[s]:

1. Are people in general just let downs or is it just the ones I know..?

2. Am I being too harsh..?

3. What do you do to make you feel better when you're down..?

Peace

JustSomeHurtGirl

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