...In The Pursuit Of Happiness.

Today, I didn't do much.. I showered..

And I went to the library.. Did some work..

Nothing overly major... Or so I thought..

Today I did nothing overly major, except for have a revelation..

What was this revelation, I hear you ask..

Well I'll tell you what this revelation was.. Here it goes..

'Work Hard And You Will Succeed..'

There.. Yep, that's it.. Easy, right? Right!

So now, keeping this in mind, I was thinking about all of the things that bring me down..

All of the things in my life that are getting a little on top of me at the moment..

Every little thought that's run through my head and made me sad.. [ :( ]

And I thought, to be completely honest with you, I thought:

"Fuck It! What's the point in being sad about things.. Things that are only going to make me unhappy to think about? Why not think positively? Why not do something about them? Why not just change them? [Or at least change my view on them..]"

And so that's what I'm doing.. I'm changing my view on all the bad things that are happening at the moment..

And, although I've only been doing it for a few hours, I'm feeling happier already..

Positive Lifestyle Here I Come..!

PEACE..

JustSomeGirl..

x

Leave Me Alone.. I'm Lonely..

ALONE..! ... I'm lonely..

There are few people in my life that I couldn't imagine living without..

Some of them know who they are, others don't..

[And the ones who don't I probably don't plan on telling them anytime soon..]

The thing is that this set list of people can change at any moment..

[Therefore it's not really set at all, is it?]

Someone who [this time last year] I couldn't even think of being without, is now on my list of 'Thank Gosh You're Gone, Don't Come Back To Soon'..

But to be fair me having this change of heart was actually based on a change of circumstance and me having a sudden realisation..

That realisation you ask? Well it's simple, really..

I realised that this other person needed me a whole lot more than I needed them..

Now don't get me wrong, I've stayed by them through thick and thin..

But when you have a realisation like this, you don't feel tied to the relationship.. [You're not tied down..]

You don't feel like you need to be there, you're there through choice and use of your own will..

When you have a realisation like this, everything becomes more real..

I wonder.. Are there people who you couldn't live without or maybe wished you lived without..?

It's a weird thing that I have going with me.. Sometimes I love to be surrounded by everyone and anyone..

Others I just wanna sit with the people who I can just sit and relax with..

But then again, that's not my choice, is it?

Need.

I wonder, is it a need that I have? And need to have people around me..

A need to be secluded from all other life forms..

A need to have things changing all the time..

A need to constantly be entertain or doing something..

Because I don't feel needy.

I mean I'd be fine all by myself, wouldn't I?

Final Thought[s]:

What does it take for you to tell someone that you need them..?

And do you really need them at all, or is it a work of the brain..?

Peace..

JustSomeGirl..

x

'..Well This Is Awkward.'

'It wasn't until you just said that..!'

¬_¬

This is one of the reoccurring conversations that go on between me and my friends..

But even when they're not there creating awkward moments.. I seem to be stumbling into them..

For example, it's awkward when:

Someone who you haven't spoken to in a while, and didn't plan on speaking to for quite a while.. For example, an ex.. Sparks up a conversation..

It also makes it awkward when you and said ex didn't end well and they ask if you're still holding a 'grudge'..

*Cue the Awkward Turtle hands..!*

I feel that as long as I keep thinking about positive things, then this awkward situation won't affect me..

How wrong could I be..?

I mean, I'm blogging at 3:16 in the AM.. And why, because I stayed up a little longer to see where this awkward situation would take me..

And, as you can see, it took me to rambling at ungodly hours.. While, I'm sure, I'm making no sense..

Goodnight Bloggers..!